Sunday, June 23, 2013

A Look Back: How My YouTube Channel Came To Be

Like many others in junior high, I enjoyed making videos with friends.  I had a cousin who introduced me to some visual effects software, and it was then did I really become interested in making videos.
I made a lot of light saber videos in junior high.  It was only the beginning of my video adventures.
Senior year I decided to run for office (student government) and made it as the Media Tech, a new position (previously the historian).  This was perfect for me.  I could now take the hobby that I loved and start doing for school, and even earn credit for it.  My senior year schedule was as follows:
  1. Home release (no class)
  2. Seminary (Religion class.  No grade is given here.)
  3. Student Gov (all officers)
  4. AP English Literature (Ridiculously easy.  Took the AP test and got a 1 out of 5 LOL!)
  5. Golds Gym (played racquetball or ran on a treadmill.)
  6. Independent Editing (Class made just for me to edit videos in)
  7. Student Gov (student body officers only)
  8. Sign Language

School was a party, and at that point extremely easy (and kind of a joke).  My easy schedule was what allowed me to really spread my wings and dive into this film thing.

Below are some pics of the video I made for the Farewell Assemby in 2006.  You can watch Part 1 and Part 2 on good ole' YouTube.

After Graduation
Most of my friends went to college.  I decided to go straight on my mission, despite my birthday being in October.  I could have done a semester before my mission, but that didn't feel right.  I knew that not attending a university would make applying to one very difficult after my mission.  Only a few universities would hold high school transcripts for two and a half years after high school graduation, but those universities required attendance of at least one semester prior to leaving.  I felt strongly that I needed to go on my mission as soon as possible though, so I did.  It was a bit of a leap of faith.

After Mission
Towards the end of my mission, my mission president asked what my post-mission plans were.  After discovering I planned to go to college but had yet to apply to a university, he suggested I apply to BYU, for BYU will hold a high school transcript for mission purposes.  'BYU?  Are you serious?  I hate BYU, and so does my family.  I don't really have a choice though.'  "I suppose president."

I really am grateful for my education at BYU, don't get me wrong.

BYU has pushed me academically.  My professors have been absolutely stellar and I've met some incredible people here too.  With that said, there are things at BYU I absolutely cannot stand.  BYU is hell to a closeted gay Mormon.  Twice I planned to transfer to the University of Utah, but when it came down to praying about my decision, it didn't feel right.  For some reason I felt like I needed to stay at BYU.  Ugh.

I fell in love with Wong Fu Productions freshman year at BYU (2009).  I blogged about them at the bottom of this post.  They are three chill Asian Americans who make really fun, funny, good videos on YouTube.  They have a massive following and are just all around good guys.  Their content if very wholesome and clean.
Wong Fu Productions 2010 Spring tour

It was in this blog post on Tuesday, December 20, 2011 I first mentioned my desire to make a YouTube channel.  I sat on my couch,  high off of post-surgery narcotics, and wrote:

Also, I've had a knack for a long time and lately it's become stronger than ever to start making a video blog. I've talked to some friends about it and even have a composer, so now I just need to sit down, do some planning, and set aside certain hours of the week for shooting and editing and so forth.
I was so excited!  Man, my ambitions were high and things were going to happen!  But things weren't going to be easy.  In fact, the amount of opposition I faced was incredible.  This blog post dated Thursday, December 29, 2011 mentioned a lot of some of it.

Then here is a blog post on Thursday, January 26, 2012 about some more opposition, but you can sense how badly I want this thing to go down.  I simply was not going to give up.  It was the first time I had been really excited about something in a long time.

Finally I shot my first video!  I posted about it here.  However, as a result of some stuff, that video will never see the light of YouTube.  I was able to shoot another video though, and that ended up being my very first video ever and can be watched on my YouTube channel :)  It's called Ordering Pizza.  I think it was a great start, but nothing special.  Funny idea though.

Later on in a this blog post on Saturday, February 18, 2012 I wrote:
So, I'm hitting this youtube channel head strong and I don't know why.  I guess it's simply been something I've always wanted to do.  There have been a series of events however that have been rather motivating that keep me with it.
In that blog post I talk a lot about reasons why I felt like I should continue on with my YouTube channel.  It was crazy really, the things that kept happening to keep me involved with my YouTube channel.

Then in this blog post, dated Saturday, May 26, 2012, I wrote:
I am discovering something about this video blog.  It is so hard to gather footage.  I'm a one man show, but I need a sound guys, a lights guy, camera guy, time-code guy, and of course the actors.  I'm doing all of the above mentioned things and therefor things are really slow while shooting and those in the movie being shot get anxious and aaaahhhhHHHHHHH!  I'm really struggling finding people that WANT to take part in this.  Until I find some willing people I'm just going to have to focus on really simple things and music writing.  Last night my friends were pretty helpful, so it was nice :)
Eventually I started to have a few job offers come at me as a result of me having my YouTube channel.  From a blog posted on Saturday, September 15, 2012:
Last December I felt like I should start a video blog.  Um OK, so I did.  I had no desire to get famous or anything, it just felt right AND I love making movies and music.  So I started off.  I had great support from those around and it's because of them, I'm convinced, that I went forward with everything.
So my channel was eventually up.  Woohoo.  I had like 10 views.  Meh, I didn't care, I just kept on making em'.
To make a long story short, because of my video blog I have had four job offers, all of which I have taken.  I currently have three of those jobs and potentially one more on the way.
I feel that my strong feelings to start a video blog weren't just coming from within, though I was never sure why I felt impressed to make videos again.  For a while I thought that it was for a job offer or two, but that didn't quite fit.

 Then on Sunday, November 25, 2012 in this post I decided to put some more money into my channel:
Now I want to move on to the next step of my hobby.  I have the skill set but it's been going to waste all this time.  I feel I am capable of making a professional high quality video, but I just haven't had the equipment.  Well, this needs to change.This is a lot of money.  But since I bought all of my stuff a year ago while on post-surgery narcotics I've already broken even with the jobs it has created for me.  An expensive hobby, yes, but if you play right than you'll be well off.  I only plan to delve deeper and deeper into this hobby, but it's just that, a hobby.
At this point the idea of capturing my "coming outs" on video was in the air, but ideas for the video were anything but concrete.  I felt like buying a green screen, a new computer for recording music, and some other stuff.  Where on earth was this going?

Then in this post on Saturday, December 15, 2012, during pre-production and the gathering of footage (aka coming out to people.  So exhausting & emotionally taxing btw) for my big "coming out" video,  I wrote this:
I had another job offer yesterday, and yes, it came as a result of my YouTube channel being discovered.  Who'da thought?!  I don't think I'm going to take this one though.  My YouTube channel is still being developed.  The titles of my videos are intentionally not mainstream search titles because I'm still solidifying my media skill sets.  I've put a ridiculous amount of money in my home recording studio, but it just feels right.    Why am I doing all this?  No idea.  Actually, there is one thing I have in mind...
Finally, things seemed to start falling into place.  At the end of this post I wrote:
 United States Golfers Association anyone?
The acronym for that is USGA, which is the name of the club at BYU where USGA stands for Understanding Same-gender Attraction.  I thought I'd drop a hint then.  At this point, in my family only my oldest sister knew.  I had told three friends by then.  It was a very difficult time.

February 2, 2013, the day I shot my video in my bedroom.  I had to move my bed into the hallway to get depth I wanted.  It was a very humble set up.

Anyways, that's a brief look at how my YouTube channel came to be.  So basically it's how my coming out video came to be.

I've been on this 80's movie kick lately, so I'm going to go watch The Burbs now.  I'm in China btw, just in case you didn't already know.  I love it here :)

1 comment:

  1. You and Jo need to dig up all of your past videos. Remember that Britney Spears blue screen Coca Cola one?

    I have been pondering the idea of yours, of starting my own vlog. All of a sudden this seems like the most thrilling idea in the world.

    Send me more inspiration...